another day another heart break.
Idk y this days he just wont take me out w/ his friends
Idk y this days he just wont take me out w/ his friends
It's like he's telling me that im like menyebok
its not that i dont trust him ,i do but
i just wanna be there too.
it's like im left out .
i know i always meet him.
but now its more difficult to meet him
:(
im really use to him fetching me from school
sddnly things really change
he use to ask me out w/ his frens ard now
even wen he wants to go gym
when i wanna follow he wont let me idk y
it makes me feel like he have another . . .
n like im bothering him as if wherever he goes im there
but he's the one who makes me feel lyk that.
everytime wen he's out there w/o me
it hurts so much
eventhough he knows my mom is
not bringing us out today
he still wont let me tag along
i mean what is it w/ him??
& suddenly he asked me a random questions
these past few days like
if we're apart wud i still call him bie??
&
how i wud feel if he went for ns &
noone fetch me from school??
story of my life.
idk who to share stories w/
my mom?? nahhh!
she'll defend nizam coz she dont want me to meet him evrydy
Fatyn??? npe.she'll say you guys fight just bcoz of that
Nayla? nope .she'll say,You both always fight
Guess i have no frens school frens??
i feel like they just use me(some people)
i just feel i only have him by my side to share stories w/
but we always fight n
it's no use anyways he's always gonna be right
:/
I just dont know what i'm gonna do next
i dont wanna lose him but he make me feels argggh!
he made me cried alot these days
coz im just sick n tired n angry n frustrated
but NOT SAD!
feel like whacking his face .
but noooooo!
idk y he just wont accept the fact that im just rough
he'll ask me to behave like a lady
eee!
Labels: Hope That It'll Stay
