Omgawdd!
played twister with family!
was fun!but stilll
I FELT THE BURN
WHEN I NEEDED TO
STRECTH
HHEHHE!
i was facing my sister's ass
gawd!
hahahah so many styles
i was like fuckin with my sis hahah
ive got to exercise more
fats are growing!
NOOO!
hehehe
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hello jello!
miyaa di sini!
happy banget!hahah!
well kush onlined ystd
asked me whether im fine
etc.
i asked bout them too
he said evrytgs fine
they just dont wanna tok bout the problem anymore
welll that's not a good news to me
but wth?
otp with nizaam bby♥
he keep singing lagu
kekasih gelapku
&
rocket
bey org nyanyi dier
sebok jekk join2
hahahah
love kamu bodoh!
MBB~!
<3
he just watched cerite
radit dan jani
n now he's calling me
bodoh evrytime
quite irritating but cute
:DD
i just put down the phone
went down to take smtg from
my uncle
n now just chatting with sabreee
he's soo random!
hahaha lol
he asked me what genre im in
wth
hahah lol
n we're just chatting bout psle results
& frens
blablabla
haha
he's soo gonna be the ferst person
tat im gonna thank
if i go to poly
coz he's the one
that always gives me
encouragement
insyallah
amin!
he's soo baek seyhh:)
now im chatting more like
debating with naufal tat
guys shud help girls
in cleaning up the house
coz girls need extra
energy from guys
n if they admit tat they
are strrong but they're
not helping than theyre
just useless
hahaha
waitin for bby's calll
sayang him too much
but yet i was thinking
aku sayang dier ke tk
im in daniel
for a very long time
n tat is sabree
shh! dier pon ader matay n still
he likes me
coz abg dzul told me
huahua !
im in a state that
im seriously confused
. . . .
but look at the bright side
i feel so safe whenever
nizam hugs me
i love the way he huggs me from the back
& the way he kiss me on
my forehead i just feel
the peacefulness
AKU SAYANG KAW
BODO!
Nizaam's
my babybodo!
Labels: looking bfore i fall
see the post down there that i blogg
bout fathie . .
huahua
its a fight gawd.
lol
cant believe its happening
if it wasnt for one person's
mouth this wudnt happen
now i have to face the music but nizam
wont let me my mom tooo
my bro he's willing to
help.the group is too big tats y
mouth to mouth
stories turned out to
be more exaggerating(tk tawu spell)
but wth this is
life and we have to face it
no matter if we like it
or not
that is things that sucks
in this werld
haha cant believe i cried
just bcoz of them
i cried bcoz i was angry
i dont want to face them coz im
just lazy to entertain
these craps&bullshits
but if i dont farah said
they wud think tat im
a cowardbut this isnt my fault
this fight is about COCKs
u know DICKs
hah.
if their bf is soo hawt that
i wanna flirt with n steal them
away dat is acceptable coz their bf's
hawt
nik tk muke pecah buat ape aku nk mengatal
& 1 more thing
klao krg da kwn dgn aku lame
krg shud noe my prgai wad
asl skg bru nk complain
n aisyah haha
that mother fucker
i'll guess 1 day dier kene rembat jgk
JGN KERAN MULOT
BADAN BINASA UH GIRL!
kaw belit citer siolll
attracts peeps attention
by bitching bout other people
bodoh nnt salah
dier deny bodo
yg lain sume bodo dgr ckp dier
yg si kecik
if ure telling me im lying biar
btol dokkk
i saw it with my own eyes
i can swear
n if i swear i mean it
bkn mcm sistaLURP kaw tu aisyahh
sumpah gelek gelek
nk prove kn tkde prove but i was there
klao bkn aku npk sape
lagyk kn
im not running away from u guys
coz im scared
no way!
seriously
aku da mls uh nk lyn krg
i see krg nyer true colours already
each n everyone of u
prgai maseh budak2
otak lom matang
klao di gelar TEENAGERS
there will be no fights
btwn frens
nik dkatekn karma jgk untok krg
for bitching & bbual
WORLD psl fatyn
sedap kn kene alekkk
tpi ingt krg tk independent
ader mmber to bbual kn
n fathie
hah
gawd u're just so stupid arent u
aku byk laki eyhh
sundal pk uh tol2
aku handphone rosak
pp8 low nk contact laki mane
cb
nk contact sape?
BPK KAW?
klao kaw dgr cite dri pade org
jgn straight to de point
jump to conclusions
aku bbual psl din
stkt psl
aku perna date dier
just to express my
feelings wat kinda guy
he is
aku ader lahh syg syg kaw
drpda din
comparing u with other guys
n saying tat u are the better one
salah pper aku stakat bbual
psl ex ke ex date ke??
tpi asl kn aku tk mengatal nan drg
bodoh
in the end jgk aku gy nan kaw kn
pk uh masak2
aku ader lahhh nk teros kn hubungan
nan kaw
tpi tkpe lahh
sayanggg
since u did this to me tkpe la
n psl uza hahah
BODOH SIAA
bkn aku nk dier yg lakukan tu
sume kat aku
aku tk ckp aku suke per
hahah
klao aku nk permain kn kaw
aku tkkn sanggop tggukn kaw smpai 4 pagy
kol kaw
lyn kaw kn
lebih baek aku lyn
jantan laen kn
pkai otak lah weiii!
jgn jadi bodo ni uh
budak2 staybackk
kaw nk revenge bring it on
its not gonna hurt me
not to offend anyone or anything uh
aku da cukop umor
nk fikir sndri
n make the rite choices
kaw pk aku maseh bdk2 per nk
maenkn prasaan jantan
n suhaila
brging nizam to u guys
bkn nk intro krg kat dier sbgai mataey aku
kn aku ckp kwn jek
kaw nik bodoh perr?
jgn belit citer uhh
kaw nan ais mmg sajak uh jadi sistaLURP
MORE LIKE SISTA BELIT
&&
ais about kush
kay ahhh
i did kiss him on the cheeks
but with haizi too
bkn aku suke hati nk ciom dier
n sape ciom sape dulu
pk uh dog
dier yg tarek2 tgn aku
ciom2 tu sume ape??
asl tk tgok dier punyer salah
dulu asl
tgok aku nyer salah??
& aku kol kush everyday??
kaw pk aku tkde life pe siaa?
i've got more imprtnt things to do la bitch
aku klao ader problem jek
kol dier
coz kol krg tk guner
tkley dharapkn
aku kn da blg
aku anggap dier as brother
kaw tu yg tkde life kol2 dier
hari2
da uh kaw menyusahkn org jek lebihhh
psl bdk 3garden lahh
mai lah
ape lah
takot kene rembat lah
if any1 from 3 garden ke
kenal mai ke sape2
ke stephanie from 3 garden
bace nik kn aisyah slalu lepak kat
565 pasir ris
or
251 tampines
mmg patot pon kaw kene rembat dok
tgok diri krg sndri sblom cari kesalahan org
IGT!
i blog bout this
incase krg ley bace
coz aku nyer org tkley kluar
n kol pon mak aku tknk kasi bbual
psl krg uh
so dont think aku nik cyber gangster
klao ko pk aku gtu suke hatii~
n shah
aisyah have been toking bout u
klao ko bace kn
ape lagyk kasi uh dokk!
:D
Labels: stoopid bitch
k wtf just happened??????
Labels: huh
h ey! hi hello!
wooohooo!
updating my blog like fcuk
too bored to do anything
just cant get my ass off the comp to do my hmwk
im good at sleeping eating & chatting dats all
early in the morning just got me fucked up
someone deleted my pics & song
from the memory card
i was sooo angry arghh!
like helll!
but in the end everything
turned out to be ok
at laast went out to white sands
terserempak with
shahrul&his member
went there just to buy
hair dye =.=
called nizam b4 i go
but yet he didnt pick up
he was sleeping
understand understood
he's sick
kesian baby gue ((:
lps balek
online
called nizam for awhile
while eating peanut butter sandwich
yum yum!
maken hari maken
rindu die
awww!
&
maken hari
maken gemok aku
x))
my aunty sebok2 pick up the other phone
tnyer nizam wether me n nizam mataey
wth!
hahhahah
than he said tnye amirah lahhh
hahah wtf?!?
pastu dier ckp tak terkate
huahuahua
NizaaMiyaa
we both are
BEST BABIES
♥♥
lol dreamt bout him for two nites
god give it a rest mann
tooo deeply in love with him
huahuahua
su called my house phone
asked me wether im gonna
turon niari ke tk
i said wat for?
budi ader hal
=.= okkk
fathie ader
ok tknk hahah
su ckp buat bodoh
if tat is wat fathie wants from me
his wish is granted
easy
sayang we were meant to be but
u wasted it too bad uh eikkk
nik pon tk tawu if
me n nizam
will last long tkk
SCARYY~
we both talked bout
the future hhaha
comparing my age n his
((:
TE AMO NIZAM!
jatoh cinta lagy
oooops!
DAMN hair dye nyer colour
tk kluar
KNNBCCB!
tkpe just waittt
:))
AHHHHH!
HEHEHEH
IT FEELS SOO
GOOD
TO
FALL IN LOVVEEE!
but yet
i dont trust him dat fully
coz i need to get
to noe him much better
im scared if ill get cheated again
n hurt myself AGAIN
like wat fathie did..
no harm in gvg it
anither try
with love,
Miyaa.J
chiao chinchaw!
CHIALOBEYTEH!
CHILLAX BAYBEH!
Labels: falling in lovee
AAAHHHHHH!
STRESSS :'(
giler babi.im just ignoring them
doing my own things now.
dont noe wats happening now
congrats u win them over me
& all the best .
LEPAK TK PICET
biase uh slalu kat sane jadi bahan per
tk heran uhh
kwn bley dpt kat aner2
alasan drg ape??
last minute siol
CRAPS UH!
ISAP LAHH!
ASL NIKKK?!?!
BYK ORG TNYER AKU
PSL FATYN
CHECK UH SNDRI BODOH!
SIAL CB!
ORG DA STRESSS!
PUKI LAHHH!
buat per nk amek tawu psl orggg
diri sndri tk terjage
kimak dier da ader kwn
luar DIER TK AKN
amek tawu psl kwn lame
pakai lah otak siket
bodoh!
soooo worried for
_ _ _
accident siaaa & still
he's worried for his bike -.-
his life is more important than
his bike kanina!
Monday shooting's was great
Fahd sent us back to school
naseb save time
got 5th in singapore abit shocked
thght i can do better the next round but on
wednesday's call back was a total COCK UP
ms.soh sent us back to school too
chuee byk sir dat tym
& ramai cute guys
!!
^^
didnt even won
any medal like wtf!
than went back ard 8+
tu pon kene tanye where i went coz my
parents knew it ended earlier
i went to meet F♥
ok lah ley thn
bkn boley thn mmg gerek pon ;D
didnt attend hazmi's bday thingy
didnt want to+terlupe
siall uhhh!
IRRITATING OR WAT
BYK ORG AJAK KLUAR
TK LEY KLUAARRR
OKAYYY!
RESULT DA CM TAIK NK
KLUAR CIOM PANTAT
JASMAN DULU UH SIA KRG!
smlm mlm aftr meeting F
kol die jap jekk
den i was too tired to call back
fell asleep
ard 5 in the morning
had a dream bout him wth??
was sooo shock hahah
quite funny
got marks all over my bodayyy
shhh!
SAKET HATI SIAL
BODO SAHHH
MY MOM CKP NAK DYE KN
CB UH DIER
AHHHHHHH!
STRESS PSL BYK BENDE
NANGES CAN?
da la leher terkeyhel
i think bcoz tat morning when i
dreamt of F
i jerked or smtg idk!
Labels: stresso
F_ _ _ _L N_ _ _M
H_ _ _ _ _ _N
F_ _ _ _E
idk idk idk
wat to dooo????
stressss
d_ _ msg
cm tknk lyn
sedih per siaa
;((
who to pilih now?
A.S da ade pompn i guess
bey skg mintak no.
pompn from me
mls nk lyn
tkpe lahh
zeek ckp btol
SINGLE
IS
THE
BEST
CHOICE
but i
need to let it go
slowly
bsok live range
SHOOTING
SAR21 wheee~!
gerek kn!
jumpe sir sir
kat sane
not hoping to meet all
the "PIG"
:DD
than im meeting someone
aftr tat tpi yg sial nyer Fahd
tk book bus untok antar kite alek
gy skola like cb
dier sengket pe sia??
besar kn perot jek suar tol
toh-peck-kong
siakk
mls seyh gini!
kene ltk 55cents!
EZ-LINK DUIT ABEZZZ!
k da la
bye mls nk blog
nk tukar bju aru alek
:))
&& calling-calling org
:))
happy nyerrr~~
btw tdi gerek
with all the sunaidi's cucu
a.k.a
Saodah
Hairul
Asrizah
etc.
the fun people~
watched a video yg malaysia nyer
prison canning
eeeeeeeeee~!
i dont loike!
spasm!
eeeeee!
disgusting!
&&
the suicide video
tat happened at idk which mrt station
k dats all
EEEEEEWWWW!
now im just dizzy feel like vomitting
tmrw gotta wake up early
DAMMMMN!
7A.M??
gawd!
LAZYYY!
btw i forget to update bout ystd
my mom found out i went to movie
coz i told her i had too
coz we were planning to 5.30
ritee??
& wen i arived there
irfan,zeeky.su.ais
was there n the ferst thing
tat irfan told me was
ticket sold out tk mcm F
Than went to tamp carik ticket ader
but than at 8.30p.m
no choice had to tell my mom
i thght the movie abez kol 10+
end up the movie finished at 11+
wth knn?!?!
soo went back home ferst
with amira irfan n haizi
leaving the rest
haizi cute seyhh haha
lps tuu naek cab
just wanna say
THANNKSSS ALOT!
FOR PAYING FOR ALL
OF MY EXPENSES
THANKS SGT2!
I'LL PAY U GUYS BACKK!
ALOT!
SAYANGG KORG!
(:)
♥♥
Labels: Happy.Sick.
BoooHooo!
Today gg to my dad's side for
idk lahh wat shower for the baby
its not tat i dont like to go to my dad's side its just
tat they judge the book by it's cover n hell yeaah
i've done many bad things & they noe it.
secrets&secrets&bigger secrets
tat they dont noe bout me
its scaryy if they find out
coz the secrets is gonna be
chaotic than u ever tink its gonna be
whee~!
kay la off n out!
WISH ME LUCKZZ!
tata titi tutu
Labels: flat on the ground
Bored giler nk mampos still not gg out waiting till 5.15
so bley siap bored siakkk!
was talking with mom about the HDB thingy
they gave us a survey to do on which
color they should paint the buildings
bla bla bla
Played Pet Society on Facebook
OK lah bley thn .
was thinking whether my pet shud be
Male or Female
Now im bored with Pet Society ,
stopped playing it.
im thirsty but im too lazy to
move from the computer
& make myself a nice cup of ice milo
now tga chat with Shook
i find blog useless taw actually
but than i have nothing better to do
than blogging
so i just blog for
FUN.JOY&LAUGHTER
((:
no hard feelings okaii!
cant go out unless my dad bela from the house
actually i was suppose to go
out with someone else
go out with him & his friends
to town but than
like i said i got no money in my pocket
and my ez-link pon bankrupt
so i just decided to go to the movies
& toking bout the movies i called Kush &
told him tat can i pay by nets
hahahah
& the funny thing was my nets have
$7 ( not confirmed yet
need to check )
can or not??kk
its time for me to take a break n eat etc.etc.
den SIAP! whee
Labels: zzzzz
I got this video from my cousin's tagged profile
i didnt exactly ask her for permission , instead i stole it hahah x)) shhh!.
i think it's too cute that i shud post it at my blog haha !
today im just gg to the moviess at DownTown east with Irfan&Kush
the rest idk wat happened to them
watching 2012 told my mom i was gg to 565
at ferst it was at 4pm lepas tu 5.30pm pulakk
i just ok go lahh than must ask my mom for money
coz i got no money in my pocket
haishh tkpelahh the both guys are gonna blanje
i'm only scared if my mom dpt tawu i lied to her tats alll seram lahh
den balek ard 9pm! go lepak at 565.mybe seeing Jiv too whee~!
yay! MOVIE HERE I COME~
P.S:IM SCARED & feel guilty
plus not hoping to see those two boys later
ENJOYZ THE VIDEO!((:
Labels: i promise i wont do it again
Hey Hi Hello Aloha
tak tawu uhh ape angin ntah dtg tibe2 nk blog
soo i'll just do it since i have nothing to do anyway,
actually i need to do my hmwk but wat the hack who cares .
went to school just now to pass up the F.A.S form f***ing vile
i wud need to go to school with my school.U .
.only if i could wear home clothes i wud go to school happily ((:
but than i was forced to go .
so i went to 251 ,
met Hazmi & Haziq ard 2+ waited for Lynn for 2 more hours
so tat we cud pass the form together
but in the end they say that we need to fill up another form
and we need our parents signature OMG!
tak larat nk gy skola lagykk =.=
E.O.Y was a BOO! for me
didnt even get a glance at my report book ));
unless i pass up all my hmwk to
the teachers by 30 Dec. 09 LAZYYY!
i just cant get my ass off my bed ,
the computer ,tv & eating!
i guess im gonna gain weight by next year.
I wanted to blog about the challet .
it was a 4 days 3 night challet it was quite fun
but i didnt get to swim n sheesha wif the them
. at ferst wen i went to the challet rite aftr art class
it was the 2nd day of the challet i was with
my school.U i salam all of them at the challet
n i went back home to change my clothes since
"someone " was gonna fetch me at
downtown east cheeers
and i waited like a dog batang hidong dier pon
tk npk soo went straight to Mac
bought a burger(was hungry)
went stragiht to the challet
than one of the guy asked y i come alone .
than i say lahh kene paitaw sedih u noee.
i went to one corner ate my burger
but they kept drinking my coca cola
and i was thirsty. after eating i followed someone
to buy a burger too since he saw me eating
& he was craving for one too.
went back to the challet again watch them
swimming dalam hati cm nk
terjon jekk tpi tk bwk baju pulakk.
than they came salam-ed evryone of them except for him
since he elak wat to do i was fucking scared & pissed off with
him ,he didnt layan me at all . instd he lyn another girl
and wah wah wah da brani peggang ank dare org siol.
& someone asked him y he tk lyn
he said tat he's figuring out tat somethings missing from his life
&
wat the FUCK does it have to do with me??!?!!??!?!
GERAMMMM SEYHHH!
SAKET HATI TAWW!
haiiizzzz tu lahh kn c wat happen when u guys
ask me to give it anthr try wen i dont want too.
SHITZ HAPPEN!& FUCKIT!
i haven't move on just yet i just cant forget him .
my heart just tells me that i want him back
but its not me who left us it was him.
i miss him alot.
i want him back not bcoz of hiis ride
but bcoz i just miss us being tgthr ;((
MAMA,MIYAA NK DIER BALEK BOLEYY!??
asll seyhh ?????
Its just tat i want him back but its impossible to do tat
coz girls are all over him n chasing him coz dier hawtstuff!
plus sometyms girls tk kesah handsem
ke tak they look at his ride :((((((((
NK DIER BALEK DGN IKHLAS HATI TAWUKK!
TK KESAH DIER ADER _ _T_ _ KE TK!!!!!!!
ahhhhh! tolong!
RINDDUUUUU~!
i just cant let go n walk away that easily aftr the memories
that we made tgthr with love & sincerity
There's soo many thing that i want you to know ,
you'll never know the way it tears me up inside to think of you,
how i wish i can save you for the rest of my life
all i can do is hope&wish for it.
& take a very deep breath.
i noe that K_ _ _ said that
there's still soo many guys out there
but there's noone like him n
he asked me to get rid of _T _ & _ I _
its just tat this 2 kinda guys are soo hard to find nowadays
idk i guess ive gotta make up my mind fast .
im just gonna leave both of you slowly
(eventhough it hurts)
THE GOOD THINGS NEVER LAST
NOTHING'S EVER BUILD TO LAST
< / 3
in & out of
LOVE
Labels: taking baby steps
