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DAAAAMN! IM BACK TO BLOGGING!
DAAAAMN! IM BACK TO BLOGGING!
tak tawu uhh ape angin ntah dtg tibe2 nk blog
soo i'll just do it since i have nothing to do anyway,
actually i need to do my hmwk but wat the hack who cares .
went to school just now to pass up the F.A.S form f***ing vile
i wud need to go to school with my school.U .
.only if i could wear home clothes i wud go to school happily ((:
but than i was forced to go .
so i went to 251 ,
met Hazmi & Haziq ard 2+ waited for Lynn for 2 more hours
so tat we cud pass the form together
but in the end they say that we need to fill up another form
and we need our parents signature OMG!
tak larat nk gy skola lagykk =.=
E.O.Y was a BOO! for me
didnt even get a glance at my report book ));
unless i pass up all my hmwk to
the teachers by 30 Dec. 09 LAZYYY!
i just cant get my ass off my bed ,
the computer ,tv & eating!
i guess im gonna gain weight by next year.
I wanted to blog about the challet .
it was a 4 days 3 night challet it was quite fun
but i didnt get to swim n sheesha wif the them
. at ferst wen i went to the challet rite aftr art class
it was the 2nd day of the challet i was with
my school.U i salam all of them at the challet
n i went back home to change my clothes since
"someone" was gonna fetch me at
downtown east cheeers
and i waited like a dog batang hidong dier pon
tk npk soo went straight to Mac
bought a burger(was hungry)
went stragiht to the challet
than one of the guy asked y i come alone .
than i say lahh kene paitaw sedih u noee.
i went to one corner ate my burger
but they kept drinking my coca cola
and i was thirsty. after eating i followed someone
to buy a burger too since he saw me eating
& he was craving for one too.
went back to the challet again watch them
swimming dalam hati cm nk
terjon jekk tpi tk bwk baju pulakk.
than they came salam-ed evryone of them except for him
since he elak wat to do i was fucking scared & pissed off with
him ,he didnt layan me at all . instd he lyn another girl
and wah wah wah da brani peggang ank dare org siol.
& someone asked him y he tk lyn
he said tat he's figuring out tat somethings missing from his life
&
wat the FUCK does it have to do with me??!?!!??!?!
GERAMMMM SEYHHH!
SAKET HATI TAWW!
haiiizzzz tu lahh kn c wat happen when u guys
ask me to give it anthr try wen i dont want too.
SHITZ HAPPEN!& FUCKIT!
i haven't move on just yet i just cant forget him .
my heart just tells me that i want him back
but its not me who left us it was him.
i miss him alot.
i want him back not bcoz of hiis ride
but bcoz i just miss us being tgthr ;((
MAMA,MIYAA NK DIER BALEK BOLEYY!??
asll seyhh ?????
Its just tat i want him back but its impossible to do tat
coz girls are all over him n chasing him coz dier hawtstuff!
plus sometyms girls tk kesah handsem
ke tak they look at his ride :((((((((
NK DIER BALEK DGN IKHLAS HATI TAWUKK!
TK KESAH DIER ADER _ _T_ _ KE TK!!!!!!!
ahhhhh! tolong!
RINDDUUUUU~!
i just cant let go n walk away that easily aftr the memories
that we made tgthr with love & sincerity
There's soo many thing that i want you to know ,
you'll never know the way it tears me up inside to think of you,
how i wish i can save you for the rest of my life
all i can do is hope&wish for it.
& take a very deep breath.
i noe that K_ _ _ said that
there's still soo many guys out there
but there's noone like him n
he asked me to get rid of _T _ & _ I _
its just tat this 2 kinda guys are soo hard to find nowadays
idk i guess ive gotta make up my mind fast .
& i guess tat falling in love at this age is unhealthy
& i guess tat falling in love at this age is unhealthy
im just gonna leave both of you slowly
(eventhough it hurts)
THE GOOD THINGS NEVER LAST
NOTHING'S EVER BUILD TO LAST
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in & out of
LOVE
Labels: taking baby steps
